Recently, these are two songs that are on replay in my playlist.




Show's vocal has improved, and I like the music of this song, in particular, the drums beat in the background during the chorus.

I uploaded the second song because I'm moved by the lyrics and melody. It was one of the background songs in Taiwan's drama 「犀利人妻」.

It has been long since I last watched a midnight movie.

It feels great when all our favourite superheroes are able to join forces to fight the war.
「Marvel's The Avengers」 is an awesome show! There are humorous scenes during critical moment, and nerve-wracking scenes during witty segments.

We might have watched movies for umpteen times but just how many of them were able to cause the entire theatre to applaud and roar in laughter? I call that a truly great show. And this movie has the ability to do that. It is definitely a must-watch movie. Many thumbs-up for it.

Been down with throat inflammation and running nose recently.

I got to admit that the moment when everything in sight turned blurry and dark, and both of the ears are off balance, I was afraid. The fear of not able to see and hear.

Fortunately, I still have the energy and consciousness to walk out from the bathroom that day and informed my dad. When he came to hold me, I did not have much energy. This sudden situation worries my dad and brother who were at home, as my lips and face turned really pale. I was put to rest on the couch. Slowly, my hearing returned and when I opened my eyes, everything in sight returned back to normal.

I reckon this incident occurred most probably because of hunger and allergy to the medication. Just how many packets/boxes of tissues have I used up?

That incident also allows me to ponder - at the most critical moment, what would I do? Would I regret for not doing enough? It is no wonder we are always taught to live in the present moment, and never begrudging our life.

Given their superpowers, even the superheroes have to unite and win over all internal &/or external devilish functions in order to defend the people with their own efforts, moreover us, the commoner.

學不會 - 林俊杰

你的痛苦我都心疼 想為你解決
擋開流言 緊握你手 想飛奔往前
我相信愛 能證明一切 夠真心 會超越時間
多付出 也多了喜悅 讓幸福蔓延

總是學不會 再聰明一點
記得自我保護 必要時候講些 善意謊言
總是學不會 真愛也有現實面
不是誰情願 就能夠解決

一次爭吵 一個心結 累積著改變
內心疏遠 足夠秒殺 外表多濃烈
才發現愛 不代表一切 再真心 也會被阻絕
這世界 天天有詭雷 隨時會爆裂

還是學不會 少浪漫一點
拼命著想的事 未必帶來感動 或被感謝
還是學不會 解釋我最傷 最 累
痛死都不願 怪誰

把每段癡情苦戀 在此刻排列面前
也感覺不埋怨 只懷~念
總是學不會 再聰明一點
記得自我保護 必要時候講些 善意謊言
不是學不會 只是覺得 愛太美
值得去沉醉 流淚

I thought I had gotten over it ... but no, not yet.


5 years have passed since the fatal accident that night. I lost a friend.
It happened just a week before O's. I broke down in tears as I confided in my teacher. My close friends knew something wasn't right. During lunch after the graduation ceremony, I stood up and took my leave. I needed a quiet place to hold my tears.

I was extremely emotional that day because a car took my friend's live just exactly on his graduation night.. One moment he was receiving awards on stage for his contributions to the school, another moment his mission ended.

After the operation, he was pronounced brain death. Six days of a courageous battle in a coma, despite how heartbroken his parents were, they made the decision to discard his live saving machines. It was already hard for friends to accept his passing, not even to mention his parents. Back then, I knew I'd to get back on my feet to complete my O's victoriously, besides anything else, for my friend.

After all these years, I thought I'd actually overcame it. However, the fear seems to emerge recently. Images of my friend that night flashed through my mind when I got to know how a person was determined brain-dead by the surgeon in the operating theatre. I turned teary and it really hurts. Maybe I had actually gotten over it, or maybe not.. I can't differentiate.

I'd a hard time trying to pull myself back and accepting my friend's passing. 1 year, 2 years had passed.. In the 3rd year, I lost another friend. A healthy individual who was training for NAPFA Test, returned home for a shower, and that night, he never walked out from the bathroom... In the same year again, another friend left. It became a social topic in the news for quite some time.

I was trying to seek for this topic on life and death. Coincidentally, I'm appointed the study facilitator for the upcoming meeting and we will be studying exactly on this topic. It requires courage and strong life force for this sharing.

To those who may worry that I'm in an emotional state because of this blog entry, I would like to assure all of you that I'm alright. No doubt I may feel sad at times, nevertheless I'm bravely seeking out for the ultimate question of life and death, hoping to encourage even more people with my sharing.

Unknowingly, it has been a year since I first joined the company - on April Fool's Day. LOL.

For this one year, I have shown many actual proofs. At the same time, I have seen people with different attitude coming and leaving their position. I came in as a temporary staff without any knowledge of the working world, to a personal assistant who really hope for the welfare of the company. Through mistakes I made, lessons I've learnt, and people I've met, I have grown in many different aspects that I find it difficult to type out in words.

Initially, I planned a long entry for this particular post but I think I shall just leave it as it is.

All of us have friends and people whom we want to spend most of our time together. We just wish time could stop at that moment.